i was re-watching Alice Nine's Discotheque Enter and Exit DVD (hoping to find some Tora x Saga moments).

so when it came to the end, there was this tiny bit that Saga totally ignored Tora.

like, IN YOUR FACE TORA! 

They were already hugging everyon because the concert has ended and then Tora was walking for Saga, but Saga hugged SHOU!!!!

Around 2:04:03 of the DVD when the in-you-face moment happened.

No wonder Tora got back at his boyfriend by taking Nao on a piggy back ride. (although he didnt expect to be kissed. Seme Tora pwnd!)

anway. im just rambling about them because i really miss them. XD

i am now 20 hours awake.

i refuse to sleep because if I do, i'd just end up waking up by midnight, which wont be healthy for my job interview tomorrow.



Rui of Vistlip now officially owns my heart.

he is so adorable.

TOTALLY ADORABLE!

I want more of him.

PLEASE?!

In the morning.

No.

I have not slept yet.

gahahah.

Im awake for 16 hours now.

ugh.

noisy grandma and mama on the background.

fukken.

the OHP has announced it.

I cant believe it.

i was in denial when i read the translated announcement.

i ran to the site and yes....

It is true.



I want to deny it but i cant.

The translation:

２００９．８．９

「Versailles」 Urgent Announcement

Though Jasmine You had taken time off in order to rest because of poor physical condition, we received a report that early in the morning on August 9th, he died. Because of the extreme abruptness of this news, the members and staff are all dumbfounded and trying hard to accept this it.

As soon as his family has been notified and updated as to the details and we receive their permission, we will further report to all of the fans.

Moreover, with the current announcement, in regards to activity, please allow us to postpone it.

Translation from here.


REST IN PEACE JASMINE YOU.

You will be missed.

downloading Sleep walker PV.

gah.

i wanna update my ipod today.

but i cant see straight.

yuck. 

i can feel my puke on my throat.

im half drunk.

how many backspaces have i done on this particular entry, i wonder.

kyahaha.

my rhum + coke glass is beside my monitor.

i love it.

The gazette live at ameba studio.

ugh.

too bad.

some of my friends were able to watch it.

except for me. TT^TT

i am sad.

will update mood theme in a while.

o how boring it will be. T^T

I am bored so i will translate this song from Paramita. I've had this for a looooong time now. (gig.live.whatchamacallit days.) Translated it in a way that it will make sense, not literally done so. (Why am I even explaining? I'm doing this for the lulz.)

HILIING / WISH
by: Paramita

Nahihirapan na ang aking isip
My mind is going blank...

Nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa iyo..
I'm running out of words to say to you...

Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa ‘kin...?
Is your love for me going cold...?

Giliw..
My love....

Nalilito ako,
I'm getting confused...

Nais kong sagipin ang ating nalulunod na pag-ibig
I want to save our drowning love...

Nguni’t handa akong palayain ka
But I'm ready to let you go

Kung ito ang ‘yong hiling
If this is what you wish...

Gaano man kasakit sa akin
No matter how hard for me

Ibibigay sa yo
I'll give it to you.

Ang tanging pakiusap lang
The only thing I ask...

Wag mo akong kalimutan..
Don't forget me...

Kay rami nang nagdaan na pagsubok sa ting pag-ibig
Our love has overcame too many trials...

Kakayanin pa kayang mabawi pa
Will we be able to take back...

Ang mga nasabi nang masasakit na salita..
All the hurtful things we've said?

Kung ito ang ‘yong hiling
If this is what you wish...

Gaano man kasakit sa akin
No matter how hard for me

Ibibigay sa yo
I'll give it to you.

Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa ‘kin...?
Is your love for me going cold...?

I could have lived normally had i not seen this movie poster.



My brain wasnt ready.

*goosebumps*

Today I went on a date with Charisse, my girlfriend from college. HAHAHA. NO. I am straight.

Anyway, we went to Eiga Sai, The Japan - Manila Film Festival and watched The Milkwoman & Memories of Matsuko.

Milkwoman didnt affect me as much as i have expected it. I did laugh at some parts which I know is a bad thing to do, but i did! and I know most of the audience did as well.

Then there was Memories of Matsuko.



I was deeply moved by the movie, so is Cha, who i thought wont even feel a damn thing about it.

A little excerpt from Spot.PH:

"An aimless twenty-year old drowning himself in booze after a recent break-up begins to come around while piecing together the life of the aunt he never knew he had in director Tetsuya Nakashima’s adaptation of Muneki Yamada’s original novel. Unable to deal with his latest break-up, Sho Kawajiri (Eita) has locked himself away in his Tokyo apartment to dull the pain in an emotion-numbing sea of alcohol and pornography. When his estranged father suddenly appears to present Sho with the ashes of the aunt that he had never known, the crestfallen son soon finds his sorrow replaced with a driving curiosity about his mysterious Aunt Matsuko (Miki Nakatani)."

The movie is a tragic, but it was presented oppositely from what it was supposed to be. With little animations and butterflies and songs that has a calming tune, but it's not that. Not JUST that. There's something else.

I really want to see the movie again so I can relive the moving moments and I want to experience Matsuko's hardships with her.

It wasnt all her fault, she just made the same decisions over and over again thinking that it will make her really happy. At some point, she may have been happy, but in the end, she was alone. Too bad for her ending. I swear, im so gonna look for this movie again.

ive updated too much this week.

my head is practically empty.

my imagination officiall drained.

now ill have to give my attention somewhere else to get my muse back.

hmnn...

i shall watch pronz. XD